I am currently suffering withdrawals from my previous medication called Klonopin that I used to take to supplement my Trileptal and Felbatol... I am breaking out up and down. From my forehead to my chin to my neck to my chest and even on my BUTT. It's absolutely terrible. And it isn't just any old acne... It's 3D, red, infected, and basically just disgusting acne. Take a look! Can't believe it is going to take 3 weeks to a month to clear up! (scroll down for pic)
Sorry if I made anyone puke... Just needed to vent. There's a lot going on since my last hospital visit and my world is just falling apart. I can't sleep anymore. My seizures are nonstop all day. I am failing classes because staring at my computer has become too much on my brain. I couldn't even type this post myself, much less update my Facebook fan pages. I missed an important art show that I was looking forward to... Blegh. I hate to complain or speak negatively but I think I just deserve it at this point. We all do sometimes.
I feel like I am just failing my mother as far as college goes. Professors are strict and do not understand my condition. Neither does the school and I hate to say it but I do not expect them to understand. I cannot make someone understand this. It's another one of those instances where I give up and I'm half okay with it.
What I'm not okay with is failing the ones I love. Wasting money on college. Failing to blog on time for my fans who mean so much to me. Missing art shows that are the world to me. Having to sleep all day because I can't sleep at night, thus not being able to have conversation with my friends and boyfriend. It just feels like everything is falling apart. The intense acne is just the icing - or should I say "sprinkles" - on the cake...
I feel you girl. I'm having trouble myself right now. I've collapsed several times recently that I'm afraid to leave my house. I'm trying to finish my college work too, but trying to concentrate with the headaches and lack of sleep is often a losing battle. My appetite is down too, and my family is worried. But I won't see my doctor for another 2 weeks.... He's on vacation.
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